Who Are We Following? Introduction

The sparkling crystal clear water mesmerized me as it danced in the sunlight. Last year, my twelve foot, above ground pool was a constant source of frustration. No matter what I tried, the water always looked dirty. This year, the same pool contains such clear water that I am getting as much enjoyment looking at it as I do floating in it.

Each year as I pack the pool away for the winter, I coat the bottom and sides with talcum powder to keep the plastic from sticking to itself. When I set the pool back up last summer, I didn’t spend much time rinsing away the powder. I figured the pump and filter would take care of that. I also thought the same thing when clay fell into the pool as I struggled getting the pool’s legs in place before adding the water. As the water filled, it took on a reddish brown tint with powder floating on top. I couldn’t wait until the pool was full enough to turn on the pump. When I was finally able to do so, dismay replaced my confident expectation. The pump and filter seemed to have no effect on the ugly water.

Over the next month, I did everything I knew to do. I added chlorine – lots of chlorine – which helped a little, but not for long. I bought a stronger pump and filter but it didn’t make a different. I vacuumed the bottom daily and ran a skimmer all day and night but the pool still looked dirty. It had taken almost a full day to fill the pool with our well water and our town was now in the midst of a drought so emptying the pool and starting over was not an option.

Even if we had decided to ignore the discolored water, my granddaughter and I still couldn’t get in because of the chlorine level. I just couldn’t get it right. Shocking the water repeatedly and overloading the floating chlorine dispenser did not work. The chlorine was either too high or too low.

I finally gave up, emptied the pool, powdered it, and put it away for the winter.

This year, having learned that my ideas the year before had gotten me nowhere, decided to start with research. Instead of reading only the articles about the problems I was having, I read everything and built an understanding of what pools need and how different elements affect it. I learned that I needed to check more than just the chlorine level because the pH level and stability of the water affected the ability of the chlorine to do its job. I learned that the water temperature and the weather affected the level of chlorine. I also learned that powder and clay particles are too fine to be caught in a filter. I then acted on what I learned.

I made sure the foundation was level. I laid down an oversized piece of underlay so that it extended out beyond the border of the pool and covered the clay ground. I carefully scrubbed and rinsed away as much of the powder as I could. And then I filled the pool, making sure that my feet were free from clay as I entered and re-entered the pool to smooth out wrinkles. I also made sure my granddaughter’s feet were free from clay before she got in the pool.

It’s been two weeks and the water is still crystal clear.

Last year I did what made sense to me.

This year I went by the book.

As I consider this, it reminds me of how Christians, generally speaking, live their lives. Some live by what makes sense to them. Others live by the Book.

In this series of blogs, I want to look at different facets of a Christian’s life through the lens of whether we are doing what makes sense or whether we are following the Word. And what difference, if any, that makes.

Stay tuned for Part 1 The Kingdom of Heaven

A Prayer for SIL, Day 107

Jesus, call SIL out of herself and into the life You prepared for her.

For we are his workmanship, created in Christ Jesus for good works which God prepared beforehand, that we should walk in them. Ephesians 2:10

Lord, SIL is Your workmanship. You created her. She did not create herself so she can’t set her own purpose. You have a purpose for her – and have already set up things for her to do. Open her eyes to see her calling. Open her heart to embrace her calling. Heal her and set her free from everything that has bound her so that she may walk in the good works You prepared for her. It is only in You that we have real true, lasting life. I pray that You call SIL out of her darkness and into Your life.

For “in him we live and move and have our being”. Acts 17:28a

In Your Constructive Hands,

Amen

A Prayer for SIL, Day 106

What a rocky road SIL seems to be on. Highs and lows, progress and backsliding, missteps in potholes and rapid gain on smooth areas. It can be so frustrating at times – both to her and to those praying for her. If only her path was straight and level.

The way of the sluggard is like a hedge of thorns, but the path of the upright is a level highway. Proverbs 15:19

In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make straight your paths. Proverbs 3:6

The path of the righteous is level, you make level the way of the righteous. Isaiah 26:7

According to the dictionary, a sluggard is a habitually lazy, idle, or inactive person who avoids work, loves to sleep, and lacks the motivations to be productive. That sounds so much like SIL. Lord, reveal to her where she is being a sluggard and give her the strength and motivation to change so that her path becomes a level highway. Father God, I pray that You bring SIL to the place where she can acknowledge You in all her ways so that You can straighten out her path. Your Word says that the path of the righteous is level. SIL is not righteous on her own but she does have the righteousness of Christ. I pray that she will learn to walk in that.

In Your Encouraging Name,

Amen

A Prayer for SIL, Day 105

Lord, I pray that You walk with SIL as she attempts to walk towards healing and truth. Comfort her when she gets critical of herself and when she accuses herself for being a failure. Show her the truth of who she is in You. She brags about being loved by You but I wonder if that’s just her way of covering feelings of self-condemnation and feelings of being unloved.

Send out your light and your truth; let them lead me, let them bring me to your holy hill and to your dwelling. Psalm 43:3

Lead me in your truth and teach me, for you are the God of my salvation, for you I wait all the day long. Psalm 25:5

Jesus, send out Your light and Your truth to SIL, let them lead her to Your holy hill and to Your dwelling. Let them bring her to the point where she will pray for herself, “Lead me in Your truth and teach me for You are the God of my salvation. For You I will wait all day long.”

In Your Truth,

Amen

A Prayer for SIL, Day 104

Jesus, I lift up SIL to You again tonight. Open her heart while she sleeps. Bypass her self-defensiveness and fill her with your truth. Ignite a passion for You in her spirit. Reveal to her what she needs to know so she can be healed and restored to the healthy, powerful woman You created her to be.

And I will make justice the line, and righteousness the plumb line; and hail will sweep away the refuge of lies, and waters will overwhelm the shelter. Isaiah 28:17

Holy God, make justice and righteousness be the plumb line in SIL’s heart. Like hail, may Your Holy Spirit punch through the lies that SIL has taken refuge in, that have protected her for years. Fill her with living water until the water overwhelms the false shelter she built for herself. Then reach down with Your mighty hand and pull her up to the safety of the Rock where truth and healing and freedom can be found.

In Your Just Name,

Amen

A Prayer for SIL, Day 103

If we are faithless, he remains faithful – for he cannot deny himself. 2 Timothy 2:13

Now may the God of peace himself sanctify you completely, and may your whole spirit and soul and body be kept blameless at the coming of our Lord Jesus Christ. He who calls you is faithful, he will surely do it. 1 Thessalonians 5:23-24

May the God of peace – that’s You, Jesus – sanctify SIL completely, and may her whole spirit and soul and body be kept blameless at the coming of our Lord – that’s You again, Jesus. You have called SIL, and You are faithful even when we are not, and you will surely do it. Sanctifying SIL is not my job. Loving her is. Help me to remember the difference.

In Your Sanctifying Name,

Amen

A Prayer for SIL, Day 102

Lord, speak again to SIL’s heart as she sleeps. Let her dreams instruct her.

I bless the Lord who gives me counsel, in the night also my heart instructs me. Psalm 16:7

Jesus, some say that we shouldn’t ask to encounter You in our dreams. But Your Word says otherwise. Thank you for Your promise to counsel and instruct us in the night. I pray that You continue to do so for SIL – and that You use her dreams as a communication tool. She is not used to listening for Your voice during the day – I pray she hears You at night. Show her both the good things in her as well as the things that need to improve. Grant her discernment and understanding, and the courage/motivation to act on what You teach her.

And he said, “O man, greatly loved, fear not, peace be with you; be strong and of courage.” And as he spoke to me, I was strengthened and said, “Let my lord speak, for you have strengthened me.” Daniel 10:19

Lord, as You once told Daniel that he was greatly loved and then gave him a blessing and some encouragement, I pray that You tell SIL that You love her. Bless and encourage her so that she is strengthened and ready to hear Your words to her.

In Your Encouraging Name,

Amen

A Prayer for SIL, Day 101

Lord, just when I’m ready to give up, SIL does something to show that she’s trying and it’s just enough for me not to give up. I don’t see it, but I know You are working to bring her to completeness. I pray that as she responds to You, as she takes these small steps, that she is not discouraged by anything I do. I admit I don’t want a place in her healing. It’s hard, discouraging at times, and wearying. But if that’s where You call me, that’s where I’ll be – blessing and praying for SIL.

From the same mouth come blessing and a curse. My brothers, these things ought not to be. James 3:10

By the God of your father who will help you, by the Almighty who will bless you, will blessings of heaven above, blessing of the deep that crouches beneath, blessings of the breasts and of the womb. Genesis 49:25

Lord, You are the God of our fathers, the Almighty one. I pray that You bless SIL with the pure and holy blessings of heaven above, and with the deeper, healing blessings in the places in her that crouch below the surface. I pray that You bless her with nurturing and nourishing blessings like a baby at her mother’s breasts, and blessings of restoration to the woman You created in her mother’s womb.

In Your Most Blessed Name,

Amen

A Prayer for SIL, Day 100

Lord God, here we go again. SIL is back into herself, reinterpreting whatever is said to her in ways that make sense to her but is not the truth, arguing with people, spending most of her time on herself. She is not responding to me when I try to initiate an important conversation. She is still self-defensive and keeps deflecting blame onto everyone but herself. After all these prayers, why is nothing changing for more than a day or two? Maybe I should just give up.

Fear not Daniel, for from the first day that you set your heart to understand and humbled yourself before your God, your words have been heard… the prince of Persia withstood me 21 days but Michael, one of the chief princes, came to help me… Daniel 10:12-13a

Continue steadfastly in prayer, being watchful in it with thanksgiving. Colossians 4:2

(watchful: awareness of spiritual realities and challenges that believers face, including the schemes of the enemy)

I will continue praying. I will trust that You have heard me and that Your answer is on its way. I will watch with thanksgiving for Your work in SIL to be revealed.

In Your Steadfast Name,

Amen

Life is Like Goldfish, Part 1 Feeding Time

Every morning and evening my goldfish gather at the feeding spot until I arrive. Some swim with their mouths open, gulping in expectation of the food they would soon receive. Some swim near the surface appearing to look for food in the water around them as if it would suddenly appear. Which it does. Some seem to just be swimming around because the others are. And a few remain hidden under the floating plants.

When they see me, they swim faster around each other until the moment the food hits the water. Then a feeding frenzy breaks out with fish gulping at the food as if they had not been fed for days. Then slowly, one by one, they settle down and return to their normal lives.

I love watching them go from ordinary swimming to excited expectation to an explosion of activity and then back to ordinary swimming as they drift back under the plants that provide shade and protection. It reminds me of groups of Christians as they meet each week.

Some Christians come to church with their eyes looking up and with their hearts wide open, ready to receive any tidbit God sends down.

Some Christians come to church with a hope that they will find spiritual food sometime during the church service. But instead of looking up, they are looking at others such as the worship team or the preacher.

Some Christians attend church just because their families or friends do. They focus on each other, chit chatting until the preaching starts. And sometimes even after it starts.

And some Christians stay away from church until they get desperate.

When the service is at its peak – whatever that means in whichever denomination they are in – everyone seems focused on receiving from God. But before and after that, they are in different places.

For the goldfish, it doesn’t matter which place they are in – the food arrives for all of them and they all get fed regardless of how excited they are.

In a way, that is true for Christians also. The food – God’s Word – is available for all of us regardless of our enthusiasm. We can be in church or out of church, on fire for God or busy with our own lives – God’s nourishment arrives daily.

However, in both cases, for the fish and for the Christians, the food must be deliberately and personally ingested. The food doesn’t enter our bodies automatically, nor do we get fed by watching others eat. Fish must open their mouths and suck the fish food flakes in. We must open our ears to hear, to actively listen. But just listening won’t nourish any more than just looking at the food on a banquet table. We must open our hearts and chew on the Word of God.  We must take it into ourselves, meditate on it, and act on it.

How precious is your steadfast love, O God! The children of mankind take refuge in the shadow of your wings. They feast on the abundance of your house, and you give them drink from the river of your delights. For with you is the fountain of life; in your light do we see light. Psalm 36:7-9


Other Scriptures:

Look at the birds of the air: they neither sow nor reap nor gather into barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not of more value than they? Matthew 6:26

Oh, taste and see that the LORD is good! Blessed is the man who takes refuge in him! Psalm 34:8

I will ponder all your works and meditate on your mighty deeds. Psalm 77:12

But be doers of the word, and not hearers only, deceiving yourselves. James 1:22