The words from one of TobyMac’s songs floated through her mind… “When you pull me closer, I come to life…”
“That is so true,” she thought. “Spiritually, I’m easily lulled to sleep. But when God calls me, my spirit jumps and I do come alive.” Even though she could sometimes get into His presence through her own efforts, she knew ultimately she was totally dependent on God. Especially when she was as tired as she was now.
Later that day, as she gazed at her newborn granddaughter sleeping in her nursery bed, those words returned. Turning to look at her daughter sitting in the chair next to her, she said, “It’s just like Ryn.”
“What is?” her daughter answered distractedly.
“That song… ‘when you pull me closer, I come to life’… that we heard earlier today. It’s just like Ryn. She lays sleeping in her bed but when you call her, she wakes up. And she’s totally dependent on you going to her because she can’t come to you. It’s the same with God. We are totally dependent on Him to come to us because we aren’t capable of going to Him. And when He calls us, we wake up. We come alive.”
“Yeah, OK,” mumbled her daughter, obviously impressed with her insight.
But that didn’t bother her. She had already turned back to the sleeping infant, enjoying her smallest moves and sounds – while God lovingly enjoyed all three of them.