A Prayer for SIL, Day 50

Jesus, You hold us in Your hands. You mold and shape us. You purify us in the fire of You Spirit. I pray that SIL yields to You as You hold, shape, and purify her.

Hold me up, that I may be safe and have regard for your statutes continuously. Ps 119:117

Will what is molded say to its molder, “Why have you made me like this?” Rom 9:20b

For he is like a refiner’s fire. Malachi 3:2

You have been grieved by various trials so that the tested genuineness of your faith – more precious than gold that perishes though it is tested by fire – may be found to result in praise and glory and honor at the revelation of Jesus Christ.  1 Peter 1:6b-7

He will baptize you with the Holy Spirit and fire. Matthew 3:11b

I counsel you to buy from me gold refined by fire so that you may be rich, and white garments so that you may clothe yourself and the shame of your nakedness may not be seen, and salve to anoint your eyes, so that you may see. Revelation 3:18

Lord, hold SIL, keep her safe. May she yield herself to You rather than to the world. Reveal to her her needs – and show her how to buy refined gold, how to put on white garments, and how to anoint her eyes. Lord, may she buy the garments and salve from You and not from the world, nor try to do it in her own power. Help her to stay focused on You both in the day when she is awake and at night as she sleeps.

In Your Mighty Name,

Amen.

A Prayer for SIL, Day 49

Lord, help me to let go and let you work in SIL at the pace and the way You choose. She is not changing the way I think she should, or as fast as I think she should. But she’s not mine to fix. She belongs to You. She answers to You. I release her, again, to You. Heal her. Teach her. Guide her. Convict her. Love her. I pray that she responds to You, cooperates with You, and seeks You above all else.

All Scripture is breathed out by God and profitable for teaching, for reproof, for correction, and for training in righteousness, (that the man of God may be complete, equipped for every good work) 2 Timothy 3:16 (17)

Jesus, I pray that You draw SIL to Your Word, that she craves it and feeds upon it every day. And while she does so, that You use it to teach, correct, and train her in righteousness.

In Your Hands,

Amen.

A Prayer for SIL, Day 47

Lord, I lift up SIL once again. Heal her heart – she is still struggling. Give her understanding – she is still confused. Fill her with Your love – she is still needy. Fill her with Your peace – she is fearful of the future. Cover her with Your protection – for the enemy wants to destroy her.

Be sober-minded, be watchful. Your adversary the devil prowls around like a roaring lion, seeking someone to devour. 1 Peter 5:8

Jesus, show SIL what it means to be sober-minded and watchful. Protect her from the devil who would like to devour her. Raise SIL up so that not only is her life dedicated to You, but that she encourages everyone else to be dedicated to You, too. You have gifted her in the way that people want to listen to her. I pray that what she says is Biblically accurate so that she doesn’t lead anyone away from You.

In Your Holy Name,

Amen.

A Prayer for SIL, Day 44

Jesus, may Your Spirit minister to SIL as she sleeps tonight. Bring her hurt parts into good health. Remove her hardened heart and replace it with a soft heart that is focused on You.

I will sprinkle clean water on you, and you shall be clean from all your uncleanness, and from all your idols I will cleanse you. And I will give you a new heart, and a new spirit I will put within you. And I will remove the heart of stone from your flesh and give you a heart of flesh. And I will put my Spirit within you and cause you to walk in my statues and be careful to obey my rules. Ezekiel 36:25-27

Lord, as SIL responds to Your Spirit, I pray You clean her, remove her hard heart and give her a heart of flesh so that she will walk in Your way and she will be careful to obey Your rules.

In Your Cleansing Name,

Amen.

Life is Like Enlarging a Fish Pond, Part 9 – Tadpoles

As the murky water cleared in my new pond and I was able to look down through the water, I was dismayed to find a bunch of  leaves and muck on the bottom. I had tried so carefully to prevent anything from falling into the water while working on it, so where did all this stuff come from? And how do I get rid of it?

I know that a little muck is beneficial for the fish and plant life, but I didn’t like seeing it. Apparently I wasn’t alone. Some people get rid of the muck by draining the pond and getting inside to scrub the lining and rocks. That wasn’t going to happen in my case, but I did have a pool vacuum which other people mentioned that they used. However, a larger group of people said to leave it, at least for this year. Next year I would have to clean out some of it but for now, just enjoy the pond as it is.

I spent several days debating which group of people to follow. Clean it out or leave it in until later?

And then I noticed something that made my decision easier for me. Tadpoles. Hundreds of tadpoles. Maybe even thousands throughout the entire pond. Tiny squishy spots that swam from place to place. No way could I vacuum the muck without vacuuming up these babies. I decided that I will wait until they are mature frogs and find their own places to live before I get rid of the muck.

Jesus once told a parable about a similar situation. A man sowed good seed in his field but while his men were sleeping, his enemy sowed weeds among the wheat. When the plants came up and bore grain, the weeds also appeared. The workers asked whether to pull up the weeds but the man said that it would harm the wheat so let them grow. When the wheat is harvested, the weeds could be easily separated and burned. Jesus later explained that He was the man who sowed His people in the kingdom of God. But the devil sowed his followers in with them. At harvest time, the angels will separate out the lawless ones from the Believers and cast them in a fiery furnace.

In today’s world, we see two groups of people. Those who are living for God and those who aren’t. Removing the ones who aren’t might damage those who are so God lets them stay until the time is right. He protects His people even if that means others appear to get away with sin. But at the right time, they will pay for their sin.

Fret not yourself because of evildoers; be not envious of wrongdoers! For they will soon fade like the grass and wither like the green herb. Trust in the LORD and do good; dwell in the land and befriend faithfulness. Psalm 37:1-3

For the wages of sin is death, but the free gift of God is eternal life in Christ Jesus, our Lord. Romans 6:23

Just like He told His angels not to remove the weeds in case it hurt the wheat. I chose not to remove the muck in case it hurt the tadpoles. A little muck doesn’t overcome the beauty of the flowers that surround the pond, the mesmerizing ripples of the water flowing over pebbles, the peaceful splash of the waterfalls, and the joyful fun of watching the tadpoles grow and develop.

I wonder if that’s what God thinks when He looks down from heaven at us.

Matthew 13:24-30, 36-43

He put another parable before them, saying, “The kingdom of heaven may be compared to a man who sowed good seed in his field, but while his men were sleeping, his enemy came and sowed weeds among the wheat and went away. So when the plants came up and bore grain, then the weeds appeared also. And the servants of the master of the house came and said to him, ‘Master, did you not sow good seed in your field? How then does it have weeds?’ He said to them, ‘An enemy has done this.’ So the servants said to him, ‘Then do you want us to go and gather them?’ But he said, ‘No, lest in gathering the weeds you root up the wheat along with them. Let both grow together until the harvest, and at harvest time I will tell the reapers, “Gather the weeds first and bind them in bundles to be burned, but gather the wheat into my barn.”’”

Then he left the crowds and went into the house. And his disciples came to him, saying, “Explain to us the parable of the weeds of the field.” He answered, “The one who sows the good seed is the Son of Man. The field is the world, and the good seed is the sons of the kingdom. The weeds are the sons of the evil one, and the enemy who sowed them is the devil. The harvest is the end of the age, and the reapers are angels. Just as the weeds are gathered and burned with fire, so will it be at the end of the age. The Son of Man will send his angels, and they will gather out of his kingdom all causes of sin and all law-breakers, and throw them into the fiery furnace. In that place there will be weeping and gnashing of teeth. Then the righteous will shine like the sun in the kingdom of their Father. He who has ears, let him hear.

A Prayer for SIL, Day 39 

Sweet Jesus, continue to speak to SIL’s heart. Call her back when she starts to stray. Infuse her with motivation and energy to do the things she should. Thank You for all that You are doing in her. I pray she remains yielded to You and increasingly so as Your love penetrates her defenses and the scars and lies that keep her bound.

And we all, with unveiled faces, beholding the glory of the Lord, are being transformed into the same image from one degree of glory to another. For this comes from the Lord who is the Spirit. 2 Corinthians 3:18

Lord, as SIL gazes on You with an unveiled face, free her from the blindness that deception brings, and as she beholds Your glory, may she be transformed into that same image step by step. For this comes from Your Spirit who lives in her.

In Your Glorious Name,

Amen.

A Prayer for SIL, Day 38

Lord, I don’t have any words tonight. I’ve prayed them all. You love SIL. May Your will concerning her be done.

Do not be conformed to this world but be transformed by the renewal of your mind, that by testing you may discern what is the will of God, what is good and acceptable and perfect. Romans 12:2

Jesus, I ask that You call SIL to You, that You remind her to renew her mind so that she will no longer conform to this world. Teach her how to test her thoughts and actions against the Bible so that she will be able to discern what Your will is. Open her eyes to what is good and acceptable and perfect to You, and give her the strength to choose You over herself or the world.

In Your Perfect Name,

Amen.

A Prayer for SIL, Day 37

Lord, I pray for SIL tonight. Minister to her while she sleeps. Stroke her tightly clenched fist so she can relax and let go to You the things she is grasping so tightly. Fill her dreams with your love so that she seeks it from You and not from wrong places. Fill the need in her to be loved so she is free to love others without demanding, expecting, or needing to be loved in return. Heal the pain in her heart, the scars from the past, and the fears for tomorrow. Lord, I pray that she casts her cares on to You – not so that she can live in denial but that she can live in the security of Your love.

Casting all your anxieties on him because he cares for you. 1 Peter 6:7

In Your Gentle Love,

Amen.

A Prayer for SIL, Day 34

Lord, God of Truth, SIL was not disturbed when questioned about taking something that wasn’t hers. She said she didn’t feel bad or even think it was wrong to do so. Was she being honest with me? Does she really believe taking something not her own, however small it was, was okay?

A man of crooked heart does not discover good, and one with a dishonest tongue falls into calamity. Proverbs 17:20

Lord Jesus, is this a factor in the problems SIL is having? If so, convict her heart. Reveal to her the things she needs to repent from. I know she feels bad about herself deep inside. Let this motivate her to seek You, to yield to You, to repent and ask forgiveness from You. Create in her a clean heart, like You did in me.

Create in me a clean heart, O God, and renew a right spirit within me. Psalm 51:10

In Your Cleansing Name,

Amen.

Life is Like Enlarging a Fish Pond, Part 8 – The Waterfall

Not my waterfall – this was my inspiration

Of course I wanted to add a waterfall to my pond. Why wouldn’t I? The sound of falling water was so peaceful. So I looked at photos and videos, learned some dos and don’ts. And then chose the waterfall I wanted to recreate. It was simple. Large, flat rocks stacked three high. Various size rocks along its side. ‘I can do that,’ I thought.

I dug out and lined the area, got my largest flat rocks, and began building. It worked! The water ran delightfully across the rocks and into the pond. The fake flowers I put among the rocks (until I could plant real one) added color. It was beautiful! There was just one problem. The waterfall looked out of place. It was too big for the pond. I could leave it. I should have left it, but I decided I would end up regretting not changing it while I had a chance. So I dismantled the whole thing except for the lining.

I placed a couple of flat stones, added a few rounder ones in different sizes, and turned on the water. The finished product was beautiful, but the water wouldn’t flow correctly. It kept going under the rocks instead of over them. So I got some pond spray foam and sealed off the bottoms of the rocks. Now the water flowed over them, but the foam in inexperienced hands was obvious. I could keep it but knew my eyes would always be drawn to the ugly foam that showed no matter how much I tried to cover it. I’d have to start over.

No foam, only one level, Surely this would work. And it did. The water flowed nicely, rippling over stones and pebbles in several streams. I absolutely loved it. That’s why it was completely disappointing when folded parts of the lining showed. Sunlight would eventually cause the lining to crack. I tried to cover them but no matter how I tried, the force of the water pushed the stones off the folds in the lining – the same folds that created the wonderful rippling. I could keep it but knew sooner or later I would only have to replace it. It would be better to do so now than a year from now when the plant life became established.

So I started over. Again. I removed everything, including the lining. I dug out the area a lot deeper before putting the liner back on it, kept the waterfall one level, and covered every part of the lining with rocks and stones and a few branches. A few harder- to-cover places were left for plants to cover. It didn’t have the nice, bubbling streams as the last waterfall, but it was nice enough. The water flowed quietly in several directions before splashing into the pond. There were plenty of places to add plants, including a couple of deeper pools. But there was one problem. I had gotten carried away and now it was too big for my pond. It looked huge. It was even bigger than my first waterfall.

I decided that I was NOT going to start over. It is what it is. Too bad I didn’t have this attitude with my first waterfall. It would have saved me days of toil.

But now, O LORD, you are our Father; we are the clay, and you are out potter; we are all the work of your hand. Isaiah 64:8

The work I put into this waterfall reminds me of the work God puts into me. He has a plan and builds circumstances to shape me into His vision. It doesn’t always work out. Maybe I don’t cooperate. Maybe I ignore His guidance because it doesn’t line up with my own ideas. Or maybe I complain, or worse, flat out reject it because I don’t like it. Then He has to slap be back onto the spinning wheel and start over.

I eventually gave up on the waterfall. But God will never give up on me.

And I am sure of this, that he who began a good work in you will bring it to completion at the day of Jesus Christ. Philippians 1:6

My only job is to cooperate with Him. He knows what He is doing. Do I trust Him enough to allow Him to do what He needs to do?

Working together with him, then, we appeal to you not to receive the grace of God in vain. 2 Corinthians 6:1

The Israelites often complained. Complaining showed lack of faith or belief. They were saying they didn’t think God was doing the best for them. He didn’t care. Or He wasn’t in control. They were receiving God’s grace in vain.

Are we any different?

We are concerned that we look perfect, fit in perfectly with our surroundings, and hide everything we don’t want exposed to the world. When God has other ideas, when He separates us from others, when He reveals sensitive areas that need attention, when he removes or adds people and things in our lives – do we accept it because we trust our good Father – or do we complain and refuse to cooperate?

Let’s cooperate. That way we won’t have to keep starting over and it will save all of us a lot of work.