Life is Like Enlarging a Fish Pond, Part 16 – Watching

One day I stood next to my pond, quietly admiring the parts that were finished. The flowers were growing well and blooming. The tadpoles were swimming from one underwater rock to another as my shadow fell on them. The fish were happily devouring the fish food flakes I had just scattered. The burbling waterfall was mesmerizing as it splashed over rocks. It was a world of its own pretty much oblivious to me except for the occasional shadow and tossed food.

Suddenly my eyes landed on eyes looking back at me. Large eyes, unblinking, focused completely on me. A toad had somehow looked outside his world into my world. With wonder, I took out my phone. After snapping his picture, I let my eyes continued drifting across the pond but they kept going back to this toad. What was it thinking as it watched me watch him? There was no way he could understand me or my world, but his look acknowledged my existence. I wanted to reach down and gently pick him up between my hands to bring him closer to me. I wanted to give him something although I didn’t know what. Even if I tried, it would only scare him. And so I watched as he watched until eventually I had to go.

Bye, little toad. Thank you for this moment, a moment I won’t forget.

Most people in this world are like the fish and tadpoles – living in their own world with little or no thought to the One who provided it for them. Some of those people may acknowledge a god of some sort, but few take the time to actually look at the one true God. Yet God loves them and enjoys them like I do my pond.

However, unlike my accidental notice of the toad looking at me, God is actively searching for those who are looking at Him. And when He finds them, He makes promises that He makes to no one else.

The LORD looks down from heaven on the children of man, to see if there are any who understand, who seek after God. Psalm 14:2

For the eyes of the Lord run to and fro throughout the whole earth, to give strong support to those whose heart is blameless toward him. 1 Chronicles 16:9a

For the eyes of the Lord are on the righteous, and his ears are open to their prayer, but the face of the Lord is against those who do evil. 1 Peter 3:12

The toad sat without moving the whole time I was there. How often do we still ourselves to look at God? Really look at Him? How often do we focus on what He is doing in this world?

Whereas the toad merely looked, we can do more. We can choose to put our faith in God. We can choose to follow Him, serve Him, love Him. And we have a capability that no toad has. We can communicate with the One we are watching.

Draw near to God, and he will draw near to you. James 4:8a

Are most of our days spent on our own interests and needs? Are we too busy with our own lives to pay more than a glance at our Creator like the tadpoles did with me? Are we only focused on what He gives us like the goldfish when I fed them? Or do we take time to sit still like the toad and acknowledge our Creator?

Be still, and know that I am God. Psalm 46:10a

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