For the last week, she felt dirty. Grimy. Well, not exactly. She knew each time she asked for forgiveness, she was forgiven. But that was more like a sponge bath. She knew she was clean, but she didn’t feel clean.
“Lord, I need a shower,” she told Him. “I need to be drenched in your forgiveness.”
She wondered how to make that happen. Prayer? Confession? Fasting? Maybe she should talk with her pastor.
However, unseen by her, God had received her request and was making preparations His own way.
The night following her prayer, she was at the weekly prayer meeting. At the time for the teaching, one of the leaders stood up.
“Instead of a message tonight,” he said. “I think we need to all stand and repent before God. I don’t know why, but I think it’s important that we do that tonight.”
So she stood up with the others, and closed her eyes, and saw herself standing before the Father.
“Father, I’m sorry…” she began.
“Come here, Child,” He said with His arms open wide. She climbed up into His lap and snuggled with Him for awhile. Then, without anyone saying anything, she knew she was to go stand in front of Jesus.
“Are you ready?” Jesus asked her.
He poured His blood over her, cleansing her just as she had asked. But He didn’t stop there. After his blood, He poured His Spirit over her. Like a wax job, she thought, to preserve and protect me! And she worshipped her God in song.
Later, thinking about it, she was amazed all over again. God had been good to fulfill her desire so quickly. Even more, He had not asked her to grovel, begging His forgiveness. He had given it freely! She didn’t have to do anything. He had done it all!